Maybe.. Just maybe

Hey,

I know its been sometime since I've updated any of my shit.

Since its Christmas today I want to list down a few things I am thankful for.

1) My Friends [ especially NaNa <3 I miss you gurl && I love you forevahhh ]
2) Zackie <3 [ Need I say moar?? ]
3) My baby Nick <3 [ I miss you like a MOFO ]
4) Eric <3 [ Mommy will be here for you. I love you kiddo ]
5) My ability to express myself through words [ or less I would have gone mad by now ]
6) The fact that I'm living a life [ There are a few things I would change, but I guess its not too bad ]

:: Certain Things That I've Been Thinking About ::

There is one simple way to know a person. Find out the best and worst thing that happened in his/her life, put it into a blender and chalk it up to experience. [ I sincerely believe that what happens to us shapes us. Thus, if you are cynical there must be a reason why... ]

If you have loved someone and had your heart broken [ by the idiot ] be thankful. Because you can only love one person the way you love that person. You may love someone else, but it shall never be the same way you love the previous person. This is simply because each person has a different personality, different qualities, and of course you love each one seperately.

Nobody wants to be judged, they want people to hear them out. Thats it!! Keep your opinions to yourself, unless you mean to be nice about it.

Eloquence of words are given to social retards who do better with words because they can't express it enough by speaking, they must always touch [ I am like that, I love holding my friend's arm when we go out together =3 ]

:: A Sagittarian's point of view [moar like mine, but yeah ] ::

I see the world as a whole, and a small piece all the time. I take things seriously when needed, and goof around A LOT when I can. I always love being able to see the little things in life, and realize how beautiful things can be when you look at it the right way. I <3 the rain.. TOO MUCH. I can just lie down in a field with the rain on me, my eyes closed... *sighs* I can be left alone if I want to, but I prefer to be with friends. I hate feeling like I'm not doing something, thus my hands must fidget with something when I'm feeling uncomfortable or talking to someone for the first time. I do what I want and I understand that I must accept the consequences, however bad it is. I actually am quite mature in my thoughts, however I don't usually show it. I am VERY LOUD, I love snuggling. I think the best way to tell the person I love you is through your heart and actions [ coughmakingoutcough ] I don't mind that people give me the crappiest gift, hotel, as long as it is related to a passion of mine and it is a sincere gift. Take, for example a hotel pen. It may be free, but I LOVE writing and therefore its a fitting gift. Heck, if you have a pile of t-shirt and you wanna give them away and you give me a red one just because you know i LOVE the color red.. I would be ever so GRATEFUL.

All and all, I'm not picky. I just love, live && love the fact that I live

xoxoxo
Seraphine